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DunDunDun

2005-09-08T01:26:00.000-07:00

Heh okay so the pain i had last time, only lasted for a week and was something with my muscles o.O okay.. if the doc says so i believe him =p

Anyways, last weekend my parents were married 25 years and they went away for a day or 2. Lots of cards and prezzies came in for them and i didnt want to stay behind =p so i too my cooking skills (yea right XD) and made them a cake.. i wanted to do something special with it so i got chocolate.. oh yeah. So i melted that and cut some figure out the cake, filled it up with chocolate. Sounds good doesnt it? Yeah i know.. now stop drooling and read further =p After i cooled it all down in the fridge i took it out to take a look, and oh yes, the pieces i cut out of the cake was quite... deep. So the chocolate that i poured in there was rather big and so it was kinda hard XD too hard to normally cut pieces out of the cake now XD But it was a succes anyways cause everyone liked it ^_^ Here ill show you a little piece of it =p

Hmmm further more i wanted to try and make a banner.. too see if i can still do it XD I just stumbled on a Kazuya pic so i used him in it... darn i didnt knew i sucked so much with this stuff XD here judge yourself:

I know i know.. my time would be spend better if i slept instead of making that -_-'

OH! Remember the job i had? The other guys in the ICT team are GONE!! Thats right! No one is running the show there now mwahaaha stupid a-holes at that company! John just left there and signed a contract at a other company ^_^ But GertJan is at home.. he is not mentally stable at the moment. And that all cause they were screwing so much at the company.. lamers. I might visit him later on.. i wonder how he is doing >_<

okay... wtf?!

2005-08-30T12:09:00.000-07:00

W T F is this! Since around.. 6pm i think im not feeling so well.. on top of that im feeling some sort of presure on my chest >_<

And on top of THAT if i breathe or laugh or move or w/e if i DO something, i feel major pain in the right side of my chest @_@
It really angers me... cause the pain i have is not my own fault >_<

I just felt to post this quickly and im also going to bed this early... i hope it will be gone tomorrow >_<

=O!!

2005-08-29T00:24:00.000-07:00

Ouch!! School started last week so thats kinda sucky no? I know you don't like school either ;)

*wishes it was summervacation 2006* aww.. didn't work.. oh wells.

God himself told me that i needed this to update ;) A little about MapleStory first!
My good buddy Dennis started playing also after Nat convinced him it was great! And im telling you he is hilarious XD everytime a sort of good looking female character walks by he tells the team "HOT CHICK!!" XD and jumping around laughing.. humping random ropes XD

CJB.CC sites... almost everyone has those now =( seems everyone that had a regular blog, changed to a site like that.. i wonder if i should do it too. I dunno yet.. people if you got advice, tell me on msn =p And then all those layouts of everyone @_@ you all pwn me!! noooooo! i thought mine was good but darn.. those look even better =O Then again.. they all get it from some site called Eatherity or something like that.. didn't check XD

Today... im staying home... its omfg hot out here!!! They said its gonna be approx 26 degrees!!! =X Im thinking about getting a new game in the city today.. Just had a shower too.. so ill prolly need one again at the end of the day xD stupid weather in Netherland.. sunday its 14 degrees.. monday its 26 degrees... -.-

okay.. i heard an ambulance and if i look at my window to my right i can see them closely o.o as i can see now, there was this .. uhm.. how to explain. There is a special small van that goes around town just to transport really old people. Well as far as i can see one of those old people stepped off wrongly and fell on the ground o.o Nice way to start the day =x

*sigh* its so hot..... i think im done blogging for today =X

Edit: And also changed the blog song to something that matches my old name =p
Seriously guys, need a host for your songs or vids? www.putfile.com works like a charm =O

BooH

2005-08-03T00:17:00.000-07:00

Mwaaaa... the way i post really sucks doesnt it.. i always seem to post everything in one thingy, and always there are weeks of time between the posts o.O or something like that XD

anyways! Nat is back from vacation again! ^_^ I gotta admit, i almost was never online when she was gone xD it was kinda... boring so yea o.O

so i called her during her vacation, but sadly, the stupid connection was playing up so it wasnt one of the best calls we've had xD it was still way better then just smsing ^^

been feeling a bit sick last days.. >_< dunno how that comes. but i got a feeling it will be over by tomorrow, or the day after that xD either way, i think soon.

oh oh! there is still a very good chance im going to Nat during the holidays! O_O but dont tell her cause i dont really know yet >_>

dang i dont really have much more to say xD one more thing.. i kinda found out that ALOT of peeps are playing Maplestory xD cant blame em.. its a hilarious game =p

... =)

2005-07-07T22:29:00.000-07:00

Well.... that was it. I am done working now. Really really loved the job! The people there were very nice to me and that made my work so much easier and more fun to do! My colleague's (sp) rocked too! Everyday was a fun day for us =D sending fun mails and that sort of stuffies hahaha. The only downside there was the boss.. i kinda checked around in the whole building and it seemed that literally almost NO ONE liked him o.o

Oh wells. At least i still have some good friends from there and we still have contact ^_^ Im just gonna miss them all... >_<

But yea.. now what to do with my life.... i could just sit home for the rest of my life and do nothing O_O hmm nah.. thats not me xD Im gonna look around for jobs next week prolly.. see if there is something i like or might sound good. Either that.. or im going back to school!! XD yes.. well.. im gonna apply for school and stuff.. i doubt i will be in class allot but heck.. lmao. Thats prolly what im gonna do.. back to school and graduate even higher then i am now =D

I know it has been a long while since my last blogpost =p but i was just havin vacation really ^_^
Now that i have free time again.. i think its finally time i give this thing a real lay-out o.o

Why...

2005-05-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

Why does this shit happen to me! Hell, i dont need sleep, but i dont like to be woken up at 3 in the morning by some loudnoise idiot neighbour!!! Shees! It sounds like he is raping her or something =\ his daughter i mean. And they scold at eachother with the most horrible words you can come up with. And yet he buys her gifts like crazy. No wonder she acts so spoiled you fart!

So yea.. Last night when they woke me up, i got up, got a shirt on and was on my way outside, till my dad runs after me in his p-jay's asking not to go there X_x bla bla you are pissed off and you cant go to him cause if you are mad you would do things you normally wouldnt do bla bla. I dont care pops.

He could also talk to his daughter on DAYTIME like every other sane person! I dont care if he is drunk or anything or violent, i can take him if i need to =
I swear, if it happens one more time, im going there.

And further more... im having happy thoughts =) no sleep yet happy.. happy thoughts.. smiles all around me =) happy.. ARGH! i wanna kick his ass!!!!! .... =) im okay im okay ^_^

YES!!! TAKE THAT!!

2005-04-25T01:50:00.000-07:00

Ooh yea. Today is just one of those rare glorious days in a lifetime.

The last thing he said was "You got way more potential then you show boy"
What you say fool?! 2 weeks ago he told me that im not good enough and that i am not that great as people say. Well suck that moron! I just rocked your socks wahahaha

*evil grin* Okay i just had to blur that out. Anyways. My bro has been to a hospital last week to get a big mole (sp) removed from his back. I visited him in the hospital back then, he was really drugged cause of the operation he had a hour before that haha. Kind of funny.. all my life he has been visiting me in the hospital loads of times, and for the first time i visit him. So he was aight.. operation was succesfull and he could go home in 3 hours. This weekend i visited him again... i boosted his PC for him so he could have even more fun sitting at home =P and we watched movies almost whole day on sunday XD and today i got a free day ^_^ yea! got that right... so just 4 days more work, and then a week off =D

mooooo

2005-04-11T21:56:00.000-07:00

boom! oh yea.. just had a week of free time XD

It was a nice week i gotta say.. could sleep till 9 each morning.. wich was pretty nice o_o
Haha and i went out alot X_x have been bowling and stuff.. pooling, even jumping on this big air balloon thingy.. whatever its called hahaha
Also with the good weather ive been playing soccer with some guys. I really miss the free time i used to had when i was on school.. so many fun things you could do in the time off.
Ah well... now im working and gettin' loaded!!! hahahahah!! I have to get used again to start work this week haha

My Precious. . .

2005-03-29T21:02:00.000-08:00

Heh. Been a while since i posted, but i wanted to wait so i could make pics of what ive been doing so much lately. Since ive been hanging out with my bro so much again, we are working on cars like crazy XD! We have had major MAJOR sitbacks though, the last 4 days, i was depressed like hell, also because of what happened with my parents. But the parent thing is solved up now, everything is cool again ^_^

So about the car, i went out and made some pics last night. Too bad some of them are a little bit blurry, not my fault but it was kinda cold outside XD! So take a look at some pics of it!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/M4100042.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/M4100041.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/M4100037.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/M4100038.jpg

Forktastic

2005-03-08T12:39:00.000-08:00

Mmmm where to begin.. Lets start with work. Its great, one guy got fired, and im getting more work then ever. They finally start to appreciate what i do, else they couldnt do a thing.

Davey had showed me his vampire page a couple of times.. and he forced me to make one also.. its just a some kind of blog, but more to meet people and stuff. So i posted my profile, and some pics, and literally in a min i had many comments.. i must say.. i loved the site immediatly when i saw those comments LOL even Davey laughed his ass off when he saw what they posted to me XD haha that was fun.. if i didnt make it my twin would prolly kicked my ass.. ah well. its great XD

on msn.. having major fights again... you know what. stick it. im out.

-update-

2005-02-23T08:34:00.000-08:00

-update-

Work is fine so far. Fun crew that i work with sometimes, i got a pic of us also, but they didnt really wanted to be seen on the net, so i kinda changed them.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/crewshot.jpg

Anyways, everything is fine with me lately, made a couple of friends on my work.
Furthermore.. hmm.. my bro ordered internet a lil while ago, so im gonne fix him a sweet compy and make sure the innet and all will work right away. Im glad hes going online haha
Finally i can talk to him everyday then. Not much more to update for now..

mmm... =D

2005-02-13T11:09:00.000-08:00

Heh.. ever had a time, when you thought your closest friends were slowly growing away from you, but at a moment, they said something, and that changed everything. That happened to me today. It sort of feels im growing away from the people i know, because i work too much, and harldy see them.. One friend in special. I thought she was okay without me, has sort of an relation with a dude, im just starting to like him, and has great other friends. I felt like i was falling further away ya know. Then at that moment, that was today, she said something that touched me. Yes, i was touched lol. I feel.. much closer to her then i ever did.
Funny that this happens. Once again i thought stupid. . .
so.. back to work tomorrow.. and have to send some cards aye! V-day tomorrow!!

IUG^#T@^&#R#&

2005-01-28T07:36:00.000-08:00

AGRH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is like not FAIR!!!!!!!!!
today when i drove to work a few mtrs before my park spot, the police pulls me over..
got a lil lecture from the cop and told me 5 points where he could give me a fine on.
5 points! thats bullshit! One fine was for bumpersticking.. well he told me, that he measured my speed on 150 first, and then they couldnt keep up with me! so how the heck can they see me bumperstick!!! blargh! So after a lil talk they decided to give me 2 uber high fines, so i wouldnt have to go to court..
ah well. so much for my happy day ~_~

Work work!

2005-01-24T09:59:00.000-08:00

Oh Yeah! First day of work is over! hahaha
I must say, i love it so far!! lmao! XD The whole building is filled with girls/woman and there are like.. 10 guys? LOL Anyways, i met a few people today, and talked a lil with the big boss about how things go around there. Got a new desk in the office and one of the newest comps there is O_O gosh, i love it. The work is great, not too much, and seriously not too little.
The only bad thing is, i cant do private stuff under work time, like checking mail, or going to sites like FFX2, stuff like that.. :(
Ah well... im tired and i want a shower.. >_<

...

2005-01-07T02:19:00.000-08:00

Well things didnt really got better since the last post.

My dad also had vacation, so that ment hard work on the house. It wasnt that much though.. just 3 full days of work. We had our laughs ofcourse, and that was.. new. We never really had a perfect "relation", mostly we just shouted and smacked eachother, but last 2 weeks of vacation was actually nice, still not flawless.. but it was okay.

I hope when i start my job, things will get better for me. There is just one minor thing though, im not sure about it, but the possibility is there, that i might not be able to talk to my best buddy no more =( we usually talk early in the morning (for me) till like... dinnertime (for me). I just hope there is a way for me to settle on work that i will still be able to talk with her. =(

This is MY story

2004-12-13T23:35:00.000-08:00

okay.. this is it!
I thought everything was going good again, and it actually was going great.
MJ went to a party last saturday, and saw a dude there, they talked for 5 mins and then they kissed like crazy.
She didnt even thought one sec of her boyfriend, me. Even on msn, after she told me, the only thing she could think about was him, why she threw his number away.
Im totally destroyed. I couldnt sleep cuz i was braindead... literally.
At night she also smsd me that he called her, and what his name was bla bla.. that really kicked my depression a lil deeper.

Ive lost the meaning of my life......

WTF?!

2004-12-03T10:56:00.000-08:00

Okay this is FUCKED. My girl is ignoring me for almost 2 days now, cuz she has trouble or anything with her mom or w/e she didnt talked to Michie either. And just now, i see thats she thanking this dude for his support in her msn name.. i mean. WTF IS UP WITH THAT???!!!!

I got advice that i should leave her be for a while or something.. but i dunno if i can take it. I wouldnt mind if she didnt talked about the probs or anything, but does it hurt to say hi to your friend? If this keeps going on, i dunno if i wanna stay......

meh... >_<

2004-12-02T01:49:00.000-08:00

lil update bout me >_< been sick like hell last week lol even went to school yesterday cuz my mom asked me to go. Anyways, i couldnt take more then 2 hours of school X_x
besides from all of that, im doing kinda allright now.. i think i only have the cold left.. still have major headache though but who cares XD

WHOOOOHOOO!!!!

2004-11-26T05:57:00.002-08:00

WOOT!! MJ was wearing the necklace of Yuna!! XD and the earing of Rikku lol. and it looks good on her xD seriously does. We went to the city there, walked around a lil lookin in some shops, walking hand in hand ofcourse ;) so after the shopping part, we decided to go home ( her place ) and i gave the keys to her XD she told me she was kinda affraid to park a car lol. I promised i would help her with it.. but meh. she parked the car once, it went.. okay. and the driving was nice. At her place we talked a lil, and watched a hilarious piece of anime xD

When it was time to go home, we were downstairs, and i was thinking about to kiss her, but we heard her mom, who was sitting around the corner XD so that was a no go at that time. Then outside at the door, we kissed and i left to go home. Yes, shes my girlfriend for real now xD

and as usual, a big traffic jam is there lol. and 2 cars crashed in front of me.. >_<

Thats all for now. I love you baby!!!

coolness

2004-11-24T11:44:00.000-08:00

hmm some time ago i asked MJ if she wanted to my g/f for real.. she was kinda in a dillemma bout that, but im not gonna explain all of that here XD anyways.. i asked her today again, and she said yea XD oooh.. OH! LMFAO we even talked about buying this car together XD!!!!!! the X-Trail HAHA also been plannin when we could go out together, and we both wanna go to Disney On Ice this december!! i sooooo hope we can go xD and she gave me 2 songs she sang XD next week there will be another one done. meh. i had some more to say, but gotta go xD next time is more xD

buh buh

2004-11-08T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. impatient ppl asking for an update xD lol j/k
Nothing much have been going on lately. A very good friend of mine has been gone through some shitty days, but im glad everything is going better now. I think i did my best to be there for her.
Oh on school everything is going fine. I got called into a teacher meeting, and the gave me compliments, about how stunning my work was that i made in one day. It was way better then what the rest of my class made, and they did 8 weeks over it. I got 8 weeks also ofcourse, but as you know me, i dont do shit for school xD i always wait till the last days.. anyways, that was pretty cool. My mom was glad, cuz she gets VERY mad when it comes to school, i alwasy fuck up, and i only play games, and i never do my work bla BLA!! but it was aight now, shes happy, im happy, everybody happy.
heh... on msn MJ asked me how my mom would react if she would come here for a day xD she wanted to come here by train, wich takes 2 hours =\ damn girl.. u better get your license lol. I sooo hope i can get the job im waiting on now!! I prolly have to travel with the car to work then, and its way easier to take a free day, and head to MJ's place ^__^
Tomorrow a free day.. not like its a free day for me -_- i never can really relax.. o_O
blah.. i just heard i have an appointment with someone that i never knew i had -_-

Sweetest day EVER

2004-10-21T13:22:00.000-07:00

WOOOOT!! Today.. me.. went.. to.. Delft... to.. see.. MJ!!!!!! WHOOOO It was a super super super COOL day!! Shes amazing i tell ya :D i like the hair color ofcourse ;) kinda orange now XD anyways, i saw her mom this time. she was pretty nice... prolly just cuz a special guest came ;) hmm.. where to begin.. right. We went shopping together first :p so we had lunch together lol. after that we watched some new InuYasha episodes and a friend of hers came over also. I talked with her on msn, but was the first time i saw her. She was nice :) Anyways...blah.. there are a million things i can type here about today.. but i think its smarter i dont XD i also brought Naruto episodes.. but she only watched that for about.. literally 2 mins XD then it was back to me and Inu XD OH OH!! we made some pics of us together ^^ they dont look that good cuz we didnt had the time for it XD next time i go to her place, we make good and many pics ^_^ i had so much more to say in here. but its time to sleep. ^____^

WOOOT

2004-10-17T03:59:00.001-07:00

HAHA!! yea im happy. Lately had a lot of shit going on. Especially with the school stuff and all. Ah well o_O anyways, uhm.. damn you msn.. i forgot what to type here -_-

blah. So since we here in holland have a week of vacation next week, i was wondering to visit MJ :D havent seen her much lately... neither on msn, wich sucks sooo bad >_< so we called last night, and decided im going to her this thursday!!!! :D :D whoo yea. awesome :D so i hope everything is going aight eh ;) oh right, she told me she has a new nephew now :) he was uber cute ^_^ well, MJ said he was lol. aight.. time for me to go and plan stuff XD

even though u cant read this hun, i love ya!!!!

mmkay

2004-10-05T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hahaha someone was screaming for an update.. so there we go :P
Some of you may know i went to a big ass street racer car show XD and it pwnd!!! Seriously, it was so super good!! haha we even drag raced there with them dudes, but some guys had really souped up cars and NOS.. darnit hahaha anyways, it was fckng cool for real. I went there with ma dad and my bro with his wife. Me and bro literally were ripping idea's that we saw on them other cars XD the weather was awesome so that made the day very good. Ofcourse, with such a great day, there were girls wearing nothing but body paint XD oh well. And at the exit there is this big bridge... lmfao every car that goes under it steps the peddle to the mettle XD 3 times the exhaust sound HAHA very neat.. i made loadsa pics but imma show some random ones ;) ( this is like.. me biggest post ever XD )

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/DSC00129.jpg
on this pic is a neat-o car, and im even on the pic :o

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/DSC00130.jpg
this one has some wicked shit on his car haha and the stickers aight

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/DSC00144.jpg
this one i like very much.. he made the car whider as hell XD

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/DSC00152.jpg
im like.. OMFG!!! a freaking Skyline!!! thats like rare to see :D :D :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/DSC00157.jpg
the idiot builded a silver edition PS2 in the back with a superb audio shit and 3/or more screens XD

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v66/Daura/DSC00179.jpg
has a very cool double colored paintjob :D ( the girl on the far left is a celeb here in holland XD )

Lets Whack This

2004-08-12T13:11:00.000-07:00

Hehee just got back from my vacation from Germany.. bla bla :p yea it was nice. I loved the racetrack though... damn those idiots who drive slow!! hahaha and damn u Porsche's and Ferrari's cuz ur 2 fast for me ^__^ enough of this lol. The weather was great, nice and sunny, even got me a tan ( lol ) Although i had many probs with my dad... again the vacation was aight, but now i kinda feel.. fucked? It sucks lol. life sucks ;) but blah.. when doesnt it. So.. i guess i have 2 more weeks of free time.. then to decide what my life is gonna be O_o anyways, its kinda late.. ( w/e ) and im going :p later!

Best Day Ever!!!

2004-07-27T09:33:00.000-07:00

Woootage!!!!!!!!!! TODAY I WAS AT SR'S PLACE!!!!!!!!!!! yea sure ill calm down.. just a lil xD omg it was sooo much fun!!! haha first when i got in the city, i was lost like hell LOL it allready went wrong on the speedways.. but i knew the ways a lil... so when i got into town i got lost more.. i asked a few ppl where the street was, but the lamers directed me to other places *grrrr* so i called SR *im lost, help!!* lol not like that but okay. So when i got at her house, a uber big smile came on my face whhaaha. hehe when she opened the door she almost huggled me to death ^__^ lol. So.. we went into the city first.. looking at some shops and all ( damn big city xD ) and after that we went to her place ^__^ where she played the FFX2 intro song for me and OMG can she play awesomely good!!!!!!!!!! and well.. there was more. but not gonna type here :p

Hehee

2004-07-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

Heee its been a while.. dont look at me like that :p So.. uuhm.. where to begin. yes my last post, the girl of my dreams ^_^ well, i decided ( with some help ) not to give up on her, cuz i think its turnin out well :D so... uuhm.. school.. its aight, i guess lol and lately, ppl ask for help soooo much.. i must really try to NOT get pissed off.. its not that i mind to help em, but most are impatient they are like: u done yet? hello? ..... >.< argh.. ^_____^ but then again.. it kinda is a relief they turn to me if they need help

The day...

2004-06-18T09:53:00.000-07:00

Aight.. im not feeling tooo goody goody so this wont take long.. Today is the day i finally give up on the girl of my dreams.. argh.. i dont feel like typing more.

Ill pay for a headshot.. plz

2004-06-08T00:56:00.000-07:00

HAH this was sooo perfect.. i skipped yesterday of school.. i went today, i thought lets go and have some fun. So i got there :| darn that wasnt my class in that room. So i looked one room further and the teacher ran to me. I was like hey dont run in here! So het got in my face and said where the heck have u been? its examn week!! Heh u never told me! well thats cuz u didnt showed up last week. Hey thats mean!... well the story went kinda like that.. anyways, im screwed.. i think ill try to fix things up with the principal.. who hates me (lol)

Hee

2004-06-07T11:23:00.000-07:00

Heh.. got time i posted again... ive been sooo busy with helping ppl on their site or forums or w/e and with new avi and banner stuff and so much more.. shees.. i cant do stuff for myself anymore LOL! ah well.... thats kinda all i got to say for now.

Aight

2004-06-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

Hehe as u can see im a lil further with this stuff... anyways, i still feel like crap.. lol still got the major headache from 2 days ago.. some people know how that came... but like usuall, keep smiling no matter how hard it gets...